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      <title>Camera Shy?</title>
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	<![CDATA[<a href="http://www.livevideo.com/video/johnofjordan/AB41ED43AAD14C6B974111F96E1AED03/camera-shy-.aspx"><img src="http://cdnec.livevideo.com/image/00/142500/528022_33s.jpg" align=right border=0 width=120 height=90 vspace=4 hspace=4/></a><p>Inspired by some goings on in the stickam room of Matt (he played &quot;Eye of The Tiger&quot; and everything): http://www.stickam.com/profile/massaar6 http://www.youtube.com/massaar6 I also blame it on a youth spent playing Street Fighter II SE as Chun Li.</p><p>Author: <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/johnofjordan">johnofjordan</a><br/>Keywords: <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/johnofjordan.aspx">johnofjordan</a> <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/massaar6.aspx">massaar6</a> <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/street-fighter-ii-se.aspx">street fighter ii se</a> <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/kick.aspx">kick</a> <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/camera.aspx">camera</a> <br/>Added: Tue, 12 Feb 2008 08:40:25 GMT</p><p><span style="color:blue;font-size:9px;font-family:Verdana">Video codes to display this video on your website!</span><br/><div><textarea style="width:300px; height:50px;"><div><embed src="http://www.livevideo.com/flvplayer/embed/AB41ED43AAD14C6B974111F96E1AED03" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" quality="high" WIDTH="445" HEIGHT="369" wmode="transparent"></embed><br/><a href="http://www.livevideo.com">http://www.livevideo.com</a></div></textarea></div>]]>
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      <title>Valentine's Day</title>
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	<![CDATA[<a href="http://www.livevideo.com/video/johnofjordan/A6D1F131A058402E873435FE0A84F594/valentine-s-day.aspx"><img src="http://cdnec.livevideo.com/image/00/142500/527597_31s.jpg" align=right border=0 width=120 height=90 vspace=4 hspace=4/></a><p>Like Sands Through An Hourglass... so are the days of our lives. Or something.</p><p>Author: <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/johnofjordan">johnofjordan</a><br/>Keywords: <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/johnofjordan.aspx">johnofjordan</a> <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/love.aspx">love</a> <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/romance.aspx">romance</a> <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/valentines-day.aspx">valentines day</a> <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/valentine.aspx">valentine</a> <br/>Added: Mon, 11 Feb 2008 22:07:28 GMT</p><p><span style="color:blue;font-size:9px;font-family:Verdana">Video codes to display this video on your website!</span><br/><div><textarea style="width:300px; height:50px;"><div><embed src="http://www.livevideo.com/flvplayer/embed/A6D1F131A058402E873435FE0A84F594" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" quality="high" WIDTH="445" HEIGHT="369" wmode="transparent"></embed><br/><a href="http://www.livevideo.com">http://www.livevideo.com</a></div></textarea></div>]]>
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      <title>Unconditional Love</title>
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	<![CDATA[<a href="http://www.livevideo.com/video/johnofjordan/0F0E90188EA74209A301E86B6E3E5CCA/unconditional-love.aspx"><img src="http://cdnec.livevideo.com/image/00/142500/401437_39s.jpg" align=right border=0 width=120 height=90 vspace=4 hspace=4/></a><p>Thoughts on unconditional love.</p><p>Author: <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/johnofjordan">johnofjordan</a><br/>Keywords: <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/ohnofjordan.aspx">ohnofjordan</a> <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/unconditional.aspx">unconditional</a> <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/love.aspx">love</a> <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/lover.aspx">lover</a> <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/affection.aspx">affection</a> <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/respect.aspx">respect</a> <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/best.aspx">best</a> <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/interests.aspx">interests</a> <br/>Added: Sat, 20 Oct 2007 13:28:46 GMT</p><p><span style="color:blue;font-size:9px;font-family:Verdana">Video codes to display this video on your website!</span><br/><div><textarea style="width:300px; height:50px;"><div><embed src="http://www.livevideo.com/flvplayer/embed/0F0E90188EA74209A301E86B6E3E5CCA" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" quality="high" WIDTH="445" HEIGHT="369" wmode="transparent"></embed><br/><a href="http://www.livevideo.com">http://www.livevideo.com</a></div></textarea></div>]]>
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      <title>Nowra Wildlife Park</title>
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	<![CDATA[<a href="http://www.livevideo.com/video/johnofjordan/DC291AA7973142E48680BA4E344BB2E5/nowra-wildlife-park.aspx"><img src="http://cdnec.livevideo.com/image/00/142500/396746_25s.jpg" align=right border=0 width=120 height=90 vspace=4 hspace=4/></a><p>Just an excuse to get out of the house, really.

Hope you enjoy!</p><p>Author: <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/johnofjordan">johnofjordan</a><br/>Keywords: <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/johnofjordan.aspx">johnofjordan</a> <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/bet0001970.aspx">bet0001970</a> <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/nowra.aspx">nowra</a> <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/wildlife.aspx">wildlife</a> <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/park.aspx">park</a> <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/animals.aspx">animals</a> <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/kangaroo.aspx">kangaroo</a> <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/koala.aspx">koala</a> <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/peacock.aspx">peacock</a> <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/emu.aspx">emu</a> <br/>Added: Tue, 16 Oct 2007 13:15:04 GMT</p><p><span style="color:blue;font-size:9px;font-family:Verdana">Video codes to display this video on your website!</span><br/><div><textarea style="width:300px; height:50px;"><div><embed src="http://www.livevideo.com/flvplayer/embed/DC291AA7973142E48680BA4E344BB2E5" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" quality="high" WIDTH="445" HEIGHT="369" wmode="transparent"></embed><br/><a href="http://www.livevideo.com">http://www.livevideo.com</a></div></textarea></div>]]>
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      <title>... And somehow there's a flicker</title>
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	<![CDATA[<a href="http://www.livevideo.com/video/johnofjordan/8C6179BC449A41438CBA86478DF826B7/-and-somehow-there-s-a-flic.aspx"><img src="http://cdnec.livevideo.com/image/00/142500/396683_13s.jpg" align=right border=0 width=120 height=90 vspace=4 hspace=4/></a><p>Can I be honest? My intention was just to write out the words to &quot;It's A Heartache&quot; for my blog entry tonight. It seems befittingl  Can I be honest? My intention was just to write out the words to &quot;It's A Heartache&quot; for my blog entry tonight. It seems befittingly melancholy. It matches my mood and the vacant stare in my eyes.</p><p>Author: <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/johnofjordan">johnofjordan</a><br/>Keywords: <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/johnofjordan.aspx">johnofjordan</a> <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/its.aspx">its</a> <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/heartache.aspx">heartache</a> <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/nothing.aspx">nothing</a> <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/somehow.aspx">somehow</a> <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/flicker.aspx">flicker</a> <br/>Added: Tue, 16 Oct 2007 10:57:12 GMT</p><p><span style="color:blue;font-size:9px;font-family:Verdana">Video codes to display this video on your website!</span><br/><div><textarea style="width:300px; height:50px;"><div><embed src="http://www.livevideo.com/flvplayer/embed/8C6179BC449A41438CBA86478DF826B7" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" quality="high" WIDTH="445" HEIGHT="369" wmode="transparent"></embed><br/><a href="http://www.livevideo.com">http://www.livevideo.com</a></div></textarea></div>]]>
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      <media:description>Can I be honest? My intention was just to write out the words to "It's A Heartache" for my blog entry tonight. It seems befittingl  Can I be honest? My intention was just to write out the words to "It's A Heartache" for my blog entry tonight. It seems befittingly melancholy. It matches my mood and the vacant stare in my eyes.</media:description>
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      <title>John's Couch Episode 1</title>
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	<![CDATA[<a href="http://www.livevideo.com/video/johnofjordan/FC524DFD53F8443F83F75C41CDC1863D/john-s-couch-episode-1.aspx"><img src="http://cdnec.livevideo.com/image/00/142500/396673_3s.jpg" align=right border=0 width=120 height=90 vspace=4 hspace=4/></a><p>That's the video... k? 

Dedicated to everyone who has ever called another individual an EMO LOSER!</p><p>Author: <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/johnofjordan">johnofjordan</a><br/>Keywords: <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/johnofjordan.aspx">johnofjordan</a> <br/>Added: Tue, 16 Oct 2007 10:40:36 GMT</p><p><span style="color:blue;font-size:9px;font-family:Verdana">Video codes to display this video on your website!</span><br/><div><textarea style="width:300px; height:50px;"><div><embed src="http://www.livevideo.com/flvplayer/embed/FC524DFD53F8443F83F75C41CDC1863D" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" quality="high" WIDTH="445" HEIGHT="369" wmode="transparent"></embed><br/><a href="http://www.livevideo.com">http://www.livevideo.com</a></div></textarea></div>]]>
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      <media:description>That's the video... k? 

Dedicated to everyone who has ever called another individual an EMO LOSER!</media:description>
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      <title>JohnOfJordan : On A Razor's Edge</title>
      <link>http://www.livevideo.com/video/johnofjordan/C6735E3F8A3B45A4B21E2DEA7BE74897/johnofjordan-on-a-razor-s-ed.aspx</link>
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	<![CDATA[<a href="http://www.livevideo.com/video/johnofjordan/C6735E3F8A3B45A4B21E2DEA7BE74897/johnofjordan-on-a-razor-s-ed.aspx"><img src="http://cdnec.livevideo.com/image/00/142500/396668_4s.jpg" align=right border=0 width=120 height=90 vspace=4 hspace=4/></a><p>Alternative Title: PlaysNiceWithRazors. lol

Silliness ensues.</p><p>Author: <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/johnofjordan">johnofjordan</a><br/>Keywords: <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/johnofjordan.aspx">johnofjordan</a> <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/razor.aspx">razor</a> <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/shaving.aspx">shaving</a> <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/shave.aspx">shave</a> <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/shoutout.aspx">shoutout</a> <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/shout.aspx">shout</a> <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/hello.aspx">hello</a> <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/doing.aspx">doing</a> <br/>Added: Tue, 16 Oct 2007 10:32:19 GMT</p><p><span style="color:blue;font-size:9px;font-family:Verdana">Video codes to display this video on your website!</span><br/><div><textarea style="width:300px; height:50px;"><div><embed src="http://www.livevideo.com/flvplayer/embed/C6735E3F8A3B45A4B21E2DEA7BE74897" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" quality="high" WIDTH="445" HEIGHT="369" wmode="transparent"></embed><br/><a href="http://www.livevideo.com">http://www.livevideo.com</a></div></textarea></div>]]>
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      <title>My Walk</title>
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	<![CDATA[<a href="http://www.livevideo.com/video/johnofjordan/30BCD1E1DBEC4746BA295781199562CF/my-walk.aspx"><img src="http://cdnec.livevideo.com/image/00/142500/396648_21s.jpg" align=right border=0 width=120 height=90 vspace=4 hspace=4/></a><p>For El Daveed

The only additional audio added is the music by Kevin McLeod. All the bird noises etc. were recorded live.</p><p>Author: <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/johnofjordan">johnofjordan</a><br/>Keywords: <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/johnofjordan.aspx">johnofjordan</a> <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/walk.aspx">walk</a> <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/eldaveed.aspx">eldaveed</a> <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/el-daveed.aspx">el_daveed</a> <br/>Added: Tue, 16 Oct 2007 10:05:52 GMT</p><p><span style="color:blue;font-size:9px;font-family:Verdana">Video codes to display this video on your website!</span><br/><div><textarea style="width:300px; height:50px;"><div><embed src="http://www.livevideo.com/flvplayer/embed/30BCD1E1DBEC4746BA295781199562CF" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" quality="high" WIDTH="445" HEIGHT="369" wmode="transparent"></embed><br/><a href="http://www.livevideo.com">http://www.livevideo.com</a></div></textarea></div>]]>
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      <pubDate>Tue, 16 Oct 2007 10:05:52 GMT</pubDate>
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The only additional audio added is the music by Kevin McLeod. All the bird noises etc. were recorded live.</media:description>
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      <title>The Facts</title>
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it's just your ghost passing through
- Putting The Damage On, Tori Amos

Everything is double sided. The things that bring you the most pleasure in the world can also be the bearer of the greatest pain. I realise that now. Truthfully I have no idea what to do with such 'wisdom,' beyond commit it to blogform.

I need to stop thinking. That is what I need more than anything. Because my thoughts are merciless. They are so pointed, so direct. And I cannot appease them. There is a weak little voice inside my head that says, &quot;I don't know the answers.&quot; But a much louder one that can only speculate. It drives me crazy. It makes me feel worthless. It takes every action of every person who has ever encountered me to support its general premise.

And in a funny, and perhaps poetic, way... it starts answering the questions with further questions.

&quot;Why don't they like you?&quot;
&quot;Well why would they?&quot;

And all the positive self-talk in the world doesnt change the facts. You're not here with me. You're not here with me because you didn't want to be. Because you didn't love me.

And beyond that... I have no idea.</p><p>Author: <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/johnofjordan">johnofjordan</a><br/>Keywords: <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/johnofjordan.aspx">johnofjordan</a> <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/facts.aspx">facts</a> <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/voices.aspx">voices</a> <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/head.aspx">head</a> <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/so.aspx">so</a> <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/monsters.aspx">monsters</a> <a href="http://www.livevideo.com/media/tag/insane.aspx">insane</a> <br/>Added: Mon, 15 Oct 2007 23:19:11 GMT</p><p><span style="color:blue;font-size:9px;font-family:Verdana">Video codes to display this video on your website!</span><br/><div><textarea style="width:300px; height:50px;"><div><embed src="http://www.livevideo.com/flvplayer/embed/61EEEF22C31641FAB9E74D7A22F0EC6A" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" quality="high" WIDTH="445" HEIGHT="369" wmode="transparent"></embed><br/><a href="http://www.livevideo.com">http://www.livevideo.com</a></div></textarea></div>]]>
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      <media:description>I'm trying not to move
it's just your ghost passing through
- Putting The Damage On, Tori Amos

Everything is double sided. The things that bring you the most pleasure in the world can also be the bearer of the greatest pain. I realise that now. Truthfully I have no idea what to do with such 'wisdom,' beyond commit it to blogform.

I need to stop thinking. That is what I need more than anything. Because my thoughts are merciless. They are so pointed, so direct. And I cannot appease them. There is a weak little voice inside my head that says, "I don't know the answers." But a much louder one that can only speculate. It drives me crazy. It makes me feel worthless. It takes every action of every person who has ever encountered me to support its general premise.

And in a funny, and perhaps poetic, way... it starts answering the questions with further questions.

"Why don't they like you?"
"Well why would they?"

And all the positive self-talk in the world doesnt change the facts. You're not here with me. You're not here with me because you didn't want to be. Because you didn't love me.

And beyond that... I have no idea.</media:description>
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